If you want to vent out anger, frustration, exhaustion and other mental and emotional trash, what do you guys do? Do you shout? do you pound the your wrist until it hurts and breaks the table? Or maybe crush the mouse? Do you shout out loud and curse? Do you go to an open space and scream your hearts out?

What do i do, you may ask… I just cry. I remember one time here in the office when one of my office mates told me that when someone annoys or irritates her, she doesn’t get mad and shout back. She simply gets even. And the “tormentor” wont even realize it hahaha.. hmmm, Pwede! She advised me to practice that whenever someone takes advantage of my “kindness” and gullibility (if there is such a word).

I am a patient person, I used to say. I still believe so. And I keep my anger in my pocket until it dissolves and evaporates to thin air. I don’t know if this is a “divine” gift, an acquired skill or a mental decision. To some of my friends, they think it’s blessing to those who hurt me but a curse on my part hahaha!

Nah.. this is more of a principle. I don’t say I am a perfect anger keeper. I just say, I don’t get angry when I don’t have to. And If I do, I don’t keep it in. I dont usually vent it out either. It just melts and poof! it’s gone. Someone told me I am able to because I haven’t been placed in an unbearable situation, when temperature rises to it’s maximum calibration until I break and burst into anger. I don’t know about that. I have been into that position once and I just burst into tears. Oh well, when God has given me too little space for anger, He must have given me a big tear pocket. Hahaha!